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Are My Eyes Decieving Me?...YES!!

Hey gals and girls, today I wanted to relay a strange new occurrence, one that’s a bit disconcerting while happening and it’s happened on two distinct occasions in the last 24 hours. What is this occurrence you ask, what has excited me so? Well, it went something like this.

While watching an adventure movie yesterday morning, there was a fight scene developing and it seemed as though I was shadowing the prime character, dodging each and every punch as he did when suddenly who should appear but my old friend hallucinations. Immediately, it was as if I was in the most complete 3-D experience ever invented along with all the other combatants when I looked up at the screen and saw the most realistic fist coming straight toward my nose. I was so sure this was real that I ducked to the right hard and came within an inch of falling out of my chair.

OK, so that was unsettling but, hey, at least it’s over and I think some downtime is in order. But our ever present party companion is not about to sit still for that. No, he was intent on convincing me that the suddenly on-coming train, shown me in such a realistic fashion as to be indistinguishable from the real deal, was on a collision course for my face. As I throw up my hands for protection I realize I’m thinking about how realistic the new 3-D technology has become. Funny how your mind can create better imagery than the most sophisticated technology.

That’s it. Just wanted to share those little happenings and their unexpected reality. Short and sweet thi time.


Oh, BTW, I would love to any thoughts you may have on such situations...


  1. Clearly Christian needs to turn on GIF animations, no? Smile...


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